Leighton Court, Oxfordshire
29th September, 1827
My dearest darling Sidonie
It's late, well past midnight. Cam and Richard both maintain bachelors' hours, unlike this old married man with a wife and a beautiful daughter to keep him out of trouble. But I can't finish the day without sending you a few lines of greeting, my beloved. It's the closest I'll come tonight to holding you in my arms and feeling your warmth and hearing the sweet murmur of your voice.
Forgive me for basking in my good fortune, but I think I've almost become inured to the joy of having you and our lovely little Consuela in my life. I'm sure I haven't stopped lately to tell you how grateful I am for the gifts of you and our daughter.
When we met, I was a man who had turned his back on any possibility of love. But you, wise Sidonie, knew better. You were stubborn, my love, and I thank God - and you - every day for that stubbornness. If I were to tell you what you mean to me, I'd need the words of a poet and the soul of a mystic, but never imagine that you're anything less than the beating heart of my life. I love you, Sidonie, and I always will.
This will make you smile, darling. I think Richard may have met the woman who will change his life just as you changed mine. He's certainly in more of a lather about Genevieve Barrett, the vicar's daughter here, than I've ever seen him. He's usually so cool and uninvolved, as you know, when he sets his sights on a new conquest. And you'll laugh at this - it seems Miss Barrett is immune to his famous charm. I wonder if he's embarked on the journey to love that gave us so much joy and anguish before we found safe harbor with each other.
I close with sending you every ounce of love in the world, my sweet wife. Sleep soundly and I'll be back by your side before you have the chance to miss me.
Kisses from her besotted papa to that minx in the making, Consuela.
Your loving husband
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Barstow Hall, Wiltshire
30th September 1827
My beloved husband Jonas
I can't tell you with what joy I received your note from yesterday. I know that you're only the mere space of a county away, but I miss you more with every minute.
Hurry back, my love, hurry back. My arms ache to hold you and my lips burn to kiss you and I'm dying to tell you all the fascinating things our daughter has done in the last day. Yes, I know, I'm a doting, foolish mamma. Just as I'm a doting, foolish wife. I suspect there's no curing me either of my love for our lovely Consuela or my love for you.
Although in a way, I lie when I say I miss you. I feel that since we've married, you've become part of every breath I take. I thought I fell in love with you during those days of ecstasy at Castle Craven, days that seem so long ago now, although in reality it's less than a year since I met you and you changed my life forever. But with every minute, I love you more.
So how can I miss someone who is with me each second? It's quite a conundrum, isn't it? One for your brilliant mind to stew over as you wend your way back to me tomorrow.
Ride swiftly, my love, ride swiftly. I hope that horse of yours runs faster than the wind. Tell him that if he doesn't, I'll put something nasty in his oats.
You're right, I did smile at the idea of the elegant Sir Richard Harmsworth falling head over heels in love, difficult as I find it to picture the superb baronet allowing himself such a loss of control. I'm sure if you accused him of being in love, he denied it as vehemently as he'd deny it if you accused him of wearing last year's coat. If he's in the state you say, it makes me wonder about Miss Barrett. She must be something out of the common way if she's upset our paragon's famous sangfroid.
I promise you a suitably wifely welcome when you gallop back to me, my darling. I wish you were in my wifely arms right now, although I suppose I must be generous and share your magnificence with the world - at least now and then.
I long for you more than I can say.
Your stubbornly and eternally loving wife,
Italian Glossary
Amore - love
Amore mio - my love
Anima mia - my soul
Bella - beautiful woman
Belladonna - beautiful lady
Bella incognita - beautiful stranger (female)
Brava - well done!
Brava ancora - well done again!
Il mio cuore - my heart
Tesoro - treasure